Sunday morning, windy and cool fresh air...
Rolling on the bed and lazy to wake up...
Once I woke up, then on my PC and surf net without any purpose...
Until 11am, then Ming Zhi invited me to have 'brunch' to combine my breakfast n lunch together at Super tanker...
Then we headed on to QB jusco to buy some stuffs for my dear, the Face shop BB cream and sunscreen SPF 35+...Just nice, above purchase of RM80, I got a free make up pouch for her...
What is SHOCKING for me today~ When I called my dear, she replied me that in the FB, she had changed her status : In a relationship --> 'SINGLE' -_-"||
She said is just for fun...my heart breaks just because she had the fun :(
From that moment at 2.30pm (M'sia time), I'm not sure whether Can I still call her 'my dear'...
Am I thinking too much? Any guy or her course mate approaching her? Will she be tackled away by others as I'm not beside her to protect her?? So many questions in my mind...so many possibilities tickling in my heart...Too many reasons that I'm scare of losing her...
I can ALWAYS make you SMILE :) I really hope to make you happy always!
Do I really can make it now? Or just left the capital letter I ALWAYS SMILE and leaving You behind?
I really scare that I hardly to make you to smile back, I miss your smiles...how sweet...
I really feel that our relationship distance is far beyond the physical distance...
The way we talk and chat to each other...I did realize problems occured...We need time to communicate...
我们彼此的距离， 两人隔岸，心连心，看似透明的， 却有着一层透明的玻璃隔离着……
我好想轻轻地把玻璃搬掉， 不能把它敲破，免得割伤大家的心。我们真的需要时间来沟通和了解……
努力，加油！一起把所有的问题和疑惑解决，移走玻璃隔膜， 让我们真的能零距离地心贴心……
永远爱你。。。
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